I'm paranoid/socially awkward, I can't take it, help!??!?

sounds like you have been abused. paraniod and shiztotypal personality. i have both i am paraniod because of my abuse and am protecting myself. i dont like it. i take antipsycotics but did not start taking the till i was 35 they have really helped. i have ptsd hypervigilant scared. i used to want to know what people were thinking i assumed they were ploting against me.